MY TALES : She who taught him

I TRIED TO SPEAK TO PEOPLE BUT THEY WERE COLD AS ICE, SO NOW I SPEAK IN MY MIND TO THE DEMONS IN MY PARADISE.
@The Obsolete Poet 

Thepu: It just…it all makes me think about Numb. I think about her every day, Rahul. It just feels wrong.

Rahul: I know for a fact that Numb would want you to find love again.

Thepu: I know but..

Rahul: Look, Thepu. You are the only person who is going to know when you are ready to move on, but until then don’t keep yourself completely closed off, you know? You’re going to miss out on something great. That’s the thing, Thepu. Everything keeps moving forward. Question is, when will you?

Thepu: I don’t know, Rahul.

Rahul: Well tell me one thing, what does Numb mean to you? But speak from the heart. Talk as if it was the last thing you could say to her.

Thepu: What does Numb mean to me? Hmmm.. Numb you know, a lot of times I have a hard time figuring out what to say to people, but when it comes to you, Numb, I don’t. Because with you, everything that used to feel tough just doesn’t anymore. It’s one of the things I love about you. You don’t need me. You can handle anything on your own because you’re fearless and independent, loving and kind. You are without question the best decision I ever made. I’ve never thanked you for choosing to be with me because each day with you is a gift. So, thank you. You deserve the world, Numb. You deserve to be happy the rest of your life, and no one wants that more for you than me. Keep smiling, Numb. I love you.

Numb, you have many qualities, many astonishing qualities. And I, for one, cannot wait to move on to the next chapter.  Before I met you, I had a plan. I had a way that I was going to be. But then you walked into my life. Or, I showed up at Robotic workshop and you changed everything. I was in darkness. But with your kindness, your generosity, your compassion, your intelligence, your wit and your trust, you brought me into the light. You let me know that I deserved it. You were that light. And I don’t know if I still deserve that trust if I deserve you. I probably don’t. But whatever has happened, whatever will happen, the way that you make me feel is the best part of my life. You can ask me to say that I don’t love you that I will never lie to you again. You are my always and I just want the chance to be yours. I have loved you with all my soul.

Rahul: Look at youself Thepu, she made you a man.  Love is real, beacuse love is life itself. And if you lose her Thepu, it'll be ok because you are one of those people lucky enough to have experienced it. From the moment she walked into your life, everything changed. You became a person that you didn't even know. You became the very best version of yourself. That would never have been possible without your relationship. Her love gives your life meaning. It gives you a purpose. And it brings you more joy than one can ever take away from you, not even Numb. And it's worth living for. All of it.

POST SCRIPT:
Its not easy to detach from people you hvae close ties with, but sometimes it's necessary in order to restore your sanity, you peace of mind.