CHASING LIFE

MY TALES : Farewell my Love

SOMETIMES, LIFE GIVES YOU TWO OPTIONS: LOSING YOURSELF OR LOSING SOMEONE ELSE. AND I GOT BOTH OF THEM.

Hello Numb,

Where do I begin? I wish I could let you know the amount of respect I have for you, regardless I love you with everything that is in me. You're many miles far from me and I would walk there right now to simply see your perfect beautiful smile. 

I don't know how to begin this letter; I have such a great amount of feeling in my heart. I never thought this would happen, never believed that it would be over, that we would say our last farewell. You were sent to be my heavenly angel. Much obliged to you for everything, for every one of your sacrifices. I never knew love until I knew you. I imparted to you my mind, body, heart and soul. We shared an inclination so profound that basically can't be articulated.

Your eyes shine like a pole star, your smile is divine, your heart is so deep, your touch is so pure and your picture remains solidified in my psyche. You taught me the true meaning of love and sacrifice. Your love totally changed my life, made a different and new me. Nothing was too tough, nothing was impossible to achieve because of you. 

You are the true motivation for me. You gave me strength during my basketball matches, you were the one who believed in me and helped me with my studies. You have inspired me to be the better person I can be and whatever I am today is just because of you, thanks Numb. 

I have seen in you a girl, who is perfect in every relationship. Irrespective of whether it is Mother – Daughter, Father – Daughter, Brother – Sister, family, relatives, friends and off course as a partner. I look at you and I know, what it is to love and to be loved, without conditions. It is ironic, you were my unrivaled genuine happiness, however at times you were my only sorrow.

I miss those times when you call me "THEPU" When I was exhausted by the day's end and I called, you were dependably there to hear me out, to keep me fighting. You have been my motivation, you offered me assistance with achieving my dreams. However, now, they all came apart.

I need you to know that you will always be in my heart. The times we spent together I will always carry somewhere down in my spirit with the expectation that one day we will meet again and still feel this unimaginable, untouchable, everlasting love for one another. We shared our lives together; through family, God, our dreams, passions, our objectives in life, and last but not the least through love.

I know that I've hurt you such a large number of times and that I shouldn't be annoying your life now. You are a decent soul and you deserve somebody superior to anything I am. I tried to change for you, yet my efforts were insufficient. I trust by one means or another, I made your life special, however I've not been ideal for you. I hope you'll be glad now and that you can discover the individual whom you genuinely deserve. I wish you will find a hero who is every one of the things I couldn't be.

Everything I can request now is your forgiveness, however inside I will yearn for quite a lot more. I yearn to grasp your delicate touch, to look into your shiny eyes only once again. If I had known things would have turned out this way, I would have transformed it all. Those immature affront would rather have been compliments. I can do only apologize for my mistakes.

If you truly decide to give up, then I can do nothing. I know sorry is insufficient for the things I have done but rather I trust my genuineness is sufficient. I regretted those stupid things that I've done. In view of those things, I lost you, I lost a part of me. What's more, I'll never love again because of that. We've done our best to make our relationship last more, yet things happen and we needed to say goodbye. This farewell would not mean forgetting our memories, they are excessively unique, making it impossible to forget.

Presently I should feel this way alone. I have pushed you away, and lost you. Possibly one day, our ways will rejoin. On the off chance that this wish is conceded all will be different. I will treat you how you should be treated, and I promise I will never hurt you. Until then I should suffer the pain I have given myself.

We needed to say goodbye however I need you to remember this ... you will always remain as a cherished memory to me. I see myself as fortunate to experience a love as great as yours. I leave you with this last thought … one day, somewhere we will meet again under a blanket of light and purity. Our love will sparkle again and we will be allowed to take off … until the end of time.

Farewell, Numb. God bless you.

Brother and Sister by CHOICE

Do you have a special person that brings out rebel in you?

I think everyone has this special person SISTER during their stay on this planet.

In the adventure of life, sisters are the elevators that make the climb less demanding. Sisters come in different packages including the adorable little sister, the irritating elder sister, the insidious younger sister, the closest companion sister and some more. The bond between Brother - Sister is exceptionally extraordinary and one of a kind. This special relationship is difficult to characterize in light of the fact that it is a blend of affection, anger, care, concern, inconvenience, smiles, cries and chuckling – all relying upon the state of mind and the circumstance. Toward the day's end, a sister's love is unconditional.

Today I am writing for my funny, smart, cute, all-around fabulous sister DIVU. We were unknowns but become brother – sister by choice. We don’t share a blood relationship but somehow we are still awesome.  I loved you, I love you and I will always love you. You make me smile when I am low. You make me laugh by your cute, stupid, non-stop, long talks. You motivate me. You make me have confidence in myself. You urge me to take after my dreams and to fight my own fights. You show me about myself. I love you with my whole heart.

You are more courageous than you accept, stronger than you appear and smarter than you think. Alright, fine, I didn't say that I know this because I've watched you succeed in completely all that you do. From basketball field to the stage of the Tech-Fest, you've never been just good at anything. You're simply great. I envy you for your talents in being unbelievably interesting and for your ability to illuminate any room you walk into.
                   I am eager to be your greatest fan, and I'm greatful that you've always been mine. I need to keep on arriving into your life to support you in all that you do, the way you've always been there for me. The majority of all, i need to be the best big brother I can be, your light in the dark, your warrior, your protectorate and your best friend.



 I'm writing this because this time is temporary thing and I want you to know that our bond is much more then everything. As a big brother I want you to know what I didn't know..
I need you to know that things will be hard sometimes. You'll get so overpowered that it may get hard to breathe, however never give up in your life, just have faith in yourself and you can overcome it. I know you can overcome anything since you're my little sister, and you can do anything you put your brain to. In addition, I'm always only a telephone call away to help.

Individuals are going to make you upset and be mean to you. It will suck. In any case, it's a lesson to gain from. it'll show you how strong you are. it'll show you how aweosme your friends are, or are'nt, by who comes to stand by you during tough time. Also, then again, you're going to discover people who are kind and caring and treat you with the respect you should be treated with. Make an effort not to lose those people. Continuously follow your intuition and take care of your health. I wish you read numerous books, go to numerous places, watch thousands of sunsets and dance to numerous songs. I hope you encounter interesting people through you journey of life. Help people. open you mind and most importantly, open your heart.

Keep in mind that family is the most essential thing in the whole world. Be brave, embrace inventiveness and on the off chance that you ever feel weak and that your world is coming apart, always remember you have your brother by your side. It is alright to make mistakes. Be thoughtful. Be caring. You are so brilliant and funny my little girl, you are all that I wished to have in a sister. I'm so proud of you. Furthermore, I trust you are proud of me.

Dear sister Divu, thanks for being flexible enough to become a soft toy that I can cuddle with when I am sad, and a strong pillar that I can lean on when I need support. You always make me laugh at the hardest of times. Attempt to help the situation when you can, just to make it more peaceful for me.

The time we have had, and going to have will be awesome. Your basket-ball shots, the chuckling, the nonsense, it makes me know regardless of what happens we will work it out and go on together. It doesn't make a difference if I am moved out, in a different place, or near you. We will forever be brother and sister, and no one can change that.

Much obliged to you for making me laugh, for continually understanding me and for standing by me. I'm so thankful to have you as my sister/best friend.

LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES. AND PLEASE DON'T GROW UP TOO QUICKLY.

With Love,
Rahul


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IT'S OK BUDDY… .LIFE IS ROUGH

We've all been there. That place that feels like the end of the road. That point in life where you feel as if you simply don't have the strength to go on. I am appreciative for my struggle in light of the fact that without it I wouldn't have discovered my strength. Sometimes you simply need to remind yourself that it will all be OK, maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow, but one day. Let's assume it enough that one day you will really believe it. In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could replay million times in our heads, however they all make us who we are. If we somehow happened to turn around any of them we wouldn't be the person we are. So simply live, make mistakes, have great memories, but never at any point second think about who you are, where you have been and above all where it is you are going. What's more, most essential, your heart is free have the courage to follow it. I think our heart some way or another definitely know what we truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines.

MY TALES : Let me be your Hero baby

He:  Would you dance if I asked you to dance?

She: Hmm..I will dance but only with you.

He:  Would you run and never look back?

She: Please hold me back if I ever try to go.

He:  Would you cry if you saw me crying?

She: I will always sit by your side because you are my weakness.

He:  Would you save my soul for whole life?

She: Want to be your soul for rest of your life.

He:  Would you tremble if I touched you?

She: May be I tremble but I know your touch is pure.

He:  Would you laugh oh please tell me this?

She: You are my happiness and I know this for sure.

He:  Now would you die for the one you love?

She: I will die just ask me once.

He:  Hold me in your arms for whole life.

She: Please hold me in your arms for whole life.

He:  Would you swear that you will always mine?

She: You know and always be secure that I am only yours.

He:  Would you lie, would you run and hide?

She: You are my liar but please never break me.

He:  Oh just want to hold you. Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? Well I don’t care now           because you are with me.

She: Well just don’t care now because I am with you….

PS : Inspired by the song Hero released by Enrique Iglesias.