MY RHYMES: A New Me

A NEW ME

I'm lost in thoughts sometimes,
I don't want to write sometimes,
But still there are thoughts
swimming in my mind,
For the greed of solitude
And I starts like this,

Still waiting in the wonder
Of how I ended here
From my tender beginnings
To a path that's never clear,

In this sea life of mine,
I'm my own ripples,
I'm the sailor of storm,
And I'm the shore of home,

When I look at mirror of life,
I hardly recognize me,
I see a new me, a better me,
I see a best version of myself.

MY LIFE: Strangers Again

It's interesting to think about how we make people who used to be everything into nothing again. How we learn to forget. How we force forgetting. The path that was started so innocently has taken us to here, strangers again.

However, yeah like most we started as a strangers. I never wished that we would end up where we are today. To be honest, with the way our story began, I never thought it could possibly end like this. .

Be that as it may, every sentiments become empty thoughts when I look back now. Recalling that love is not what it generally appears. It's just so simple to forget.

From so long ago my question is if it really happened. The person used to be my best friend, the person who was the number one priority, the girl I thought could never exist, she was everything that I thought could be perfect in any girl.

Still after all these, we lost the fight with this society and all that of left is a mind with random memories from our faded period of time when this stranger was most important person in my life. Now, our lifes will continue on in different directions becoming STRANGERS AGAIN.

LIFE : Castle of Dreams

You were the most beautiful dream of my life..
Now you are the nightmare where I struggle to survive.. But before these nightmares there was a time when thinking about them was the most beautiful moment of life. When we were building that castle of dream.

I had built my dreams with all of my heart and love.
I had seen them growing within me and within you.
Long back, I was a dreamer and you mould me into a believer,
With that believe we had built our dreams step by step, 
We made it so far, 
We made it so high.
With love and care
With joy and sorrow
With hopes and struggles,

But when the storm came , you left at the first sight of rain..But our castle fought well and tried hard to retain whatever left of you. But soon it felt down, crashing everything whatever came on its way, even me. Every dream shattered into infinite pieces and nothing left to recollect. I flew in a pool of darkness and I felt like darkness is slowly pulling me down, to delete me from my own existence. All my emotions had been swirled in a tempest of pain and raged raw feeling, and I thought it’s going to go on forever. 
Somehow I survived but I had witnessed everything,
Making of dreams, 
Falling of dreams , 
Pain of dreams and
Dying of dreams.

I tried to collect the tiny shattered pieces of every single dream but in doing so I realised not all of a good dream is fulfilled. 
You can't win all the fights,
You've to loose sometimes,
That's how you learn,
That's how you grow,
That's how you evolve and
That's how you become the best version of yourself..