MY LIFE : Thanks for Loving me: July 2016

Tuesday, 5 July 2016

MY RHYMES :One Step Closer

When you wake up in the morning, you always asking yourself questions, whether you realize or not. Today I woke up at 4am, I don’t know how or why, but somehow I woke up. I believe it might be due to I’ve left my part time job at Amazon, which had night shifts. For the last couple of months the first thing I would do every single time when I woke up is turn on the laptop and watch some videos on YouTube. But today something different has happened, I was way far from music and my mind was into my past and that’s when I realized that my life has somehow changed completely in last 4 to 5 months. I asked myself two questions “What am I doing with my life and how has not being with Numb changed my life?”

It’s so strange to think somebody I knew so well is now a totally stranger to me, but that somebody is still matters to me. I realized not all of a good dream is fulfilled. Everything ends, that’s how we know that everything begins. All good things must come to an end, and my relationship is no different. Sometime it’s not about the happy ending, sometime it’s about the story. This realization alone gave me the perspective that is going to help me answer these two seemingly complex questions.

ONE STEP CLOSER

It’s a complete new day

Simply relax, sit by the window

Feel the wind in your hair

Feel the mist in your eyes

Give the morning a chance to inspire you

Give the sun a chance to shine all over

Let’s take one more step in the future

Let’s turn one more page of the past

Everybody has regrets

Everybody commits mistakes

Everybody has a terrible past

Don’t hide your scars

Wear them as a motivation

It’s difficult, to let go and move on

Let your own life be an inspiration

Because one step is one step closer towards your dreams

Problems aren’t going to alter themselves

Difficulties aren’t going to vanish

This journey will be tough, there will be lows

It’ll take time, possibly days, perhaps months, might be years

But at last, it will set you free

Remember this,

Life, gives you a possibility

To move on with every new dawn

Sunday, 3 July 2016

RHYMES : The Death Song

I'm scared of clocks now

Cause soon, they'll never tick for you anymore

Outside the window

It's pouring jazz and blues

But it never rains for you

And I cannot hold my tears

Knowing soon you won't be here

It's more than words to hold your hand

I hope you can understand

It's more than hope that keeps me here

I'd be with you anywhere, my dear

It's more than love that makes me wait

Knowing it's all too late

Your face get's more and more pale now

And now my bread has gone stale, oh

I'm such a worthless bedside mystic

I cannot chew, the lumps resist it

Searching for words for some relief

While I hide away and scream

But you're just waiting for death to come

It's in the background like a redrum

The warm sound of your voice is still

As angels cry

Falleth from the skies

You can rest now your chest and lay, my dear

Much I'd love to have you near